Monday, December 10, 2012

Return of Nash??

Come on, we need Nash
I think many of the fans share a same thought of mine
Thinking Nash as the last resort for the Lakers
Thinking that this 2 times MVP point guard will bring some significant evolution to the Lakers

Although Nash gonna be a shortfall in the defensive end
But looking at their games now
The team is desperate for changes currently in a losing streak
Yeah, Kobe has some prolific individual performances
But They lost most of the games with Kobe scored more than 30 points
Come, he is not the young Kobe raving to get score anymore
He is eager to win now

Back to Nash
All he needs will be a couple static canons, Kobe and World Peace can take the roles, catch and shoot
Some hasty legs to set some fastbreak points
And a big guy who can screen and jam in the paint, Dwight and Gasol

An all-around forward will be a befitted piece of puzzle of the Lakers with Nash
Antwan Jamison, he is able to take this job, he can grab rebounds, can run, can shoot, post play and even 3 pointer dagger.
So I think it is better to have Jamison plays starting power forward if they want to play effective run and gun
better choice over Gasol
I still like Gasol, and he should stay, the team needs him when they want to dominate under the hoop and when hard defense is in play

I still have faith in this Lakers roaster
Imminent improvement is coming soon
And reclaim the central stage

The former all star forward


Wednesday, December 5, 2012

How many career total score can he amass?

A pic I got from Kobe Fans Page

One thing for sure is that he is definitely going to surpass Julius Erving, Wilt Chamberlain and Michael Jordan in this statistic.

But What I am really concerned is whether he could be on top of the list. Beating Carl Malone (36,928) and Kareem Abdul Jabbar (38,387).
Can he be the first to hit the 40k milestone

Currently 12cn December 2012, Kobe has accumulated 30,016 points, at the age of 34.
If he takes good care of his body, he might be playing for another 5 years
Id he can produce 3 more seasons with 2,000 plus points and 2 more seasons with around 1,000 points. He could be the "prototype" of 40,000 points 

Even without this astonishing accomplishment, he is still always player of last decade 
And if nothing goes wrong, Lebron is the next to beat up Kobe

Monday, December 3, 2012

A naively dishonest boy

I have never doubted my honesty and integrity
I actually dare to say I am proud with this innate qualities

But how would I feel when I was criticized to be a cunning and dishonest guy
This was  what I could guess from the riddles from him
If there was any

It was hurt to hear that
Especially when I knew from the cradle to the grave that I am born to be a gracefully kind man
All I could say was that I was too naive
All I wanted was just a better presentation
And damn it I did it worst man

May be he was right, when he refuted that
I didn't see the seriousness and the consequences from my own action
But
I meant it when I said that I had an average grade
And I had never been so desperate for an excellent grade
Or thinking of unethical methods to boost my grade
And I would not do something that was against my value to attain a better grade

Indeed it felt bad and it was disheartening to have someone misunderstood me
or labelled dishonesty on my forehead
but as the saying goes "Life goes on"
Still I needed to grit my teeth and humbly take the lesson
Think before you leap
Really important

I appreciated that there were consolation and company from my love
Thanks

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Indolence

It was a good Saturday and I wasted it
watching 2 movies when I know that I shall not
taking a long nap was the main itinerary in the afternoon
When I woke up, it was already 6 45 pm
Come on, I got a lot to deal with
when will I be sober

And then I went for jogging with my friend
And after that it seemed better
I braced myself to fight laziness

Come on, maybe we should see things in another perspective
optimistically, it was great
it was a great way to relax
and let my distress abates like that 
doing nothing and enjoy a good movie

The end of a dark path is a hopeful bright sun

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Lakers still struggle

Another solid performance form Kobe Bryant 40 points came along with 10 rebounds
But how sinister for Kobe to have lost the game
A tie game, just 2 points to Indiana Pacers
come on
54 percent on the foul line, and 32 percent field goal
what happens to the others the bench
Kobe just outscored all his spiritless teammates(40 to 37)
The Lakers were like praying Kobe to make every single jumper, 3 pointer and layup
even without Nash still you got to work things out
Come on,
Lots of fans will be disappointed


The lone ranger



Malaysian Accent

"I like the way he speaks, his rebuttal makes you believe in his points, it is so convincing"
"You know I like the style he speaks also"
"The way he speaks has a very strong Chinese accent"
"It is nice to keep this accent you know"
"Rather than being too westernized"
This was the compliment that my English teacher gave to a very brilliant student after the debate
When I was a bit frustrated for not doing quite well
And this comment inspires me a lot
why should we talk like a westerner,
Imitating and emulating the accent of UK or US
We are Malaysian aren't we
We are commonly renown for our language ability
And it is also what makes us unique as a Malaysian
It dignifies us as a Malaysian

As for my teacher, she is kind of a localized English teacher
I know undoubtedly she can speak so well
But she has not any hesitation to use "lah, lah, lah" in the class

When I was admiring and jealous about how fluent, hasty and well another female classmate spoke spontaneously
This comment of my teacher had really twisted my thought
And I can agree more about this
come on lah, just speak like a Malaysian lah

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Don't judge a book by its cover

We, people, seem to have the propensity to make a judgment based on what we witness with our very own eyes

Today I came across an incident that made me felt and agreed with the saying "Don't judge a book by its cover"

You know, I always moans that the shuttle bus service in my campus sucks
Actually I entailed this conclusion just based on my handful experiences with shuttle service
Cause I have my own Bike, seldom I take the bus
My grouse was those buses coming in groups
There is always a couple of buses coming in a roll at a same time
Why couldn't them have some gap between rounds?

But today, I understand the reason behind it
The time when I see the "Bus fellowship" is a time peak hours of the shuttle service
The time when most of lectures start
All the students are heading the the lecture halls
If there were only a bus at one time, it would be definitely insufficient, it could have been more complaints

So, I guess next time, I should have observed more and see more into detailed, before coming to a conclusion

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Kobe remains tough

At the age of 34, even inflicted by some injuries
Kobe Bryant is still fit to score a prolific 38 points with a efficient 55% accuracy
Forget about the loss to Kings of that game

With such an outstanding condition, why he needs to relinquish his domination in the team?
He just prove himself a superstar, a sustainable and long lasting superstar

And it is indeed to my surprise that such solidly strong performance of Kobe comes so early in the season
you know it hints that there will be more coming on the way

God please let this guy stay fit for a couple of seasons more
And Dwight, he is waiting for your rock the city

I love this man's layup very much, if Lebron's Jam is a super pop, then this lay up is a old school classic

The road not taken

Just suddenly felt like writing something
Looking around
there are various types of people passing by in my life
At the age of 23, not considered very old, but I guess I have seen quite a number of people in my life
I bet, as graduation is coming around the corner, me and my fellow friends and other undergraduates have reached at a crossroads
A time where one of the toughest and momentous decision that we need to make
Our path to our future, the career path
whatever choice we take, it will greatly influence the manner and the way we live

Recall the poem "The road not taken" in secondary school
At this point of my life, my situation just fitly depicts what is said in the poem
There is a bright, clear, and straight road
A path where I used to think as what am I supposed to take
I had this thought may because of there are many people with a similar background like mine have chosen it
We human have the propensity to decide by referring to others
And to some, there are even society and family pressure, where the poor fellow is coerced to take the road
But
Do they really enjoy the journey?

Thanks God that, I am born without any disability
And in a decent family, not loaded but at least I have no financial pressure
There are someone around,
even someone I know, needs to think about his what to feed himself for the next meal
If they are unfortunate, then me as the lucky one,
should I appreciate my luck by doing what I am thought or expected to do by the society?
Is making a decision blindly hinges on the envious feeling towards the successors a smart way of choosing?

Whereas it is completely different with the other route
There are distinctly fewer "risk taker" have tried this road
Because it is unconventional, unlike a the other roads where someone in his or her right mind should choose
I am exposed to less knowledge and information on how it could be to choose this road
The decision to take this road is sure to be contentious
There will be disagreements against it
And I might be said to have lost my right mind for ever thinking about it

"Don't judge a book by its cover"
should it be taken into consideration?
What others say
Is that the option that there are more people chose a definitely right choice
Even if I am aware of this vague road leads me to a destination that might be congruent with my interest, what I want and more importantly what I indeed enjoy spending time on.

I guess I would just literally like imprisoning myself with the views from people around
what generally a person like me should do and what they might want me to do
It could be true that following my heart is the means to extricate myself from this jail, the life long jail
Otherwise I'll just walking in their shoes at the end of the day

But why?
Why? still I'm stuck?
I am still indecisive and doubt

This just picture just conveys what I don't want to be



Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Mike D'Antoni, the "Right Mike"


Just when the whole LA is talking about who will be the head coach of the Lakers
And when some rumor has that Phil Jackson the Zen Master
Shockingly to our surprise Mike D'Antoni has taken the post, out of all's expectation

I personally don't recognize the last Mike, Mike Brown as a good coach
When this starry hollywood lineup of the Lakers was formed, I was thinking that it was certainly a waste to have Brown to coach this roster
Firing Mike Brown has just allayed some of the worries and fears of mine and I bet the other fans

Okay, Stop criticizing Mike Brown.

Mike D'Antoni, a very vibrant veteran coach who has experience in the euro basketball (with even 2 euro league titles) is best known for his aggressive and spectacular attacking games
In spite of his average result during his stint in New York
He is now in L.A to bolster the confidences of the fans
Can you recall the Sun with Nash, Stoudemire, Marion...
Run and Gun
It is always exciting to watch his games
Although he has yet to win any title in NBA
but his ability to coach is indisputable and no one will doubt him to be fitter than Brown

Just like George Karl, his basketball belief has that attacking is the most effective form of defense
However, after decades of coaching career in NBA, George Karl is still longing for his first title

The worst opening of the season and the pre-season games of the Lakers has inflicted an immense disappointment to all the Lakers' die hard fans and me. They were just disappointing.
Mike D'Antoni has to turn thing up, the fans of Lakers are cheering for his reign in the hope that he could assist Kobe to another few or maybe the last trip to the final and conquer the league
And I also hope that he will break the refute the long standing phenomenon of " Offense wins applause and Defense wins the game"
Hope that he can attain something outstanding in Lakers

The collaboration of Nash and D'Antoni is inarguable and should bring some good impact on the execution of the game plans and the chemical effect of the team
As for Kobe, he is still fit to score and mark, he should be very grateful that Lakers enlists Mike D'Antoni as the last piece of the lakers complete team

Now the veteran Lakers has the height, the experience the clutch and the right coach
the only downside of this super Lakers is the bench
There is an apparent disparity between the starting line up and the substitute
It hints that the starting line up must stay healthy the whole season
Or something must be done to address it before the window closed

Lakers must reclaim the central stage under D'Antoni's Steer

The right "Mike"

This guy is another corner stone of the Lakers
cheers


Monday, November 19, 2012

Structured

I love things to be in order, organized and structured
that is why sometimes I have my own quiet moment of introspection
Fantasizing quietly and devising a method of how to keep my things neat and structured
I feel like cleaning and tidying up my stuffs every time I sense that I feel spiritless and energy-less

It could be those past experience and retrospective unpleasant happenings that trigger the spiritlessness and low motivation

It is proved to be workable too
By clearing all the mess and organizing my various belongings in a cellular form
I feel revitalized and recharged inside

However, thing that I need to organized the most is myself, ain't my stuffs

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Panel lining Gundam Plastic Model Kit

I have collected a couple of Gundam plastic model kits.
Not HG, MG nor the new RG
I personally love SD (super-deformed) very much
their head is comparatively bigger and more detailed than any other grade
and they are just so cute man

Once finish building a gundam model kit
have you ever felt that there is something not right with your model
Like lacking of something
It doesn't come out quite alike what I expected from the image in the packaging
And felt like being cheated or buying a defective product

I am still a rookie in Gunpla
And soon I realized that building a nice looking Gundam model kit is not simply joining and assembling all the plastic parts in the runners
There are more, like painting, panel lining and coating

This time I wanna share a most effective way to make the model much alike the image in the packaging

Just do panel lining

I first show some picture of  before and after panel lining of  my Zero Gundam

It is nice but it is so plain before panel lining

After some panel lining, the whole model looks more detailed and lively now

A closer look at the difference before and after panel lining
May be my skill is not too good, but it looks shockingly good to me since it was the first time to do panel lining

If you google panel lining Gundam model kits, you will find that there are many ways to do it
But I think for a beginner like me
It is advisable to use the Gundam Marker
It is just as easy as drawing line on a plastic surface
And remember to get yourself a piece of fine rubber eraser
to rub off the ink in case if you made some mistake
I bet you will make lots of mistakes

This is the Gundam maker that I use

Lastly I wanna say that panel lining is not an easy job too
To make a perfect job it needs lots of patience too
but the result really pays off

I can't wait to panel line all my model kits
But after the Zero Gundam, I have an unbearable sore neck now


Astray Red

Thursday, November 8, 2012

The Rules of the Games

The week is the exam week of the 2 monstrous lecturers' subjects
These few days I have been studying like hell
I thought I could burn the night oil yesterday, but I fainted in bed
I was just washed-out because there were presentation and life saving duty yesterday

After reading reading and reading
A thought popped up in my mind
I agree with the statement that Learning is by no means Memorizing
I guess this is what an ordinary student does
Loading gigabytes of facts and theories and throwing them up in the exam hall
And if you ask him afterward, he'll tell he has forgotten about them
 
The exam oriented type of education is doomed to be failure 
Until a turnaround change in this edu system, it is only manufacturing memorizing machines

What I want to say is application learning is the rules of the game today
You suck if you can't apply the concept you learnt in your text
To apply you need to fully understand and comprehend what you have learnt
It could be called knowledge only if you understand them
As for the prevalent memorizing, it is only a means of understanding

It could be fun to dig, dig and keep digging a piece of knowledge
If you figure out your interest in it

Someone in our society must really called a halt to this exam oriented education
to extricate the students from the burdens of studying 
and start to produce thinking individuals

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Environment for studying

A suitable place to study is always not in my list of concerns about studying
I used to think that a desk or a bed especially will do
But now I started to feel that studying environment is very imperative to encourage and motivate us to open the books

It could be because I was brought up in a decent family, my mum stressed us a lot on studying 
Though we are not rich, my parents have tried the best to provide us a souvend environment for studying
Therefore since secondary school, I would not ride down to the town deliberately just to get to the library or McDonald to read
I was wondering why can't they just study at home?
Is it necessary for them to take a long ride just for a space to study?
May be the air conditioner is cool attractive, but does it make a lot of differences?

But later on, I realized that I was so naive to have the perception that everyone had a decent place to study at home
Furthermore, outside with friends, they could chit chat a bit when it became too boring.
Thanks God for what I have and given by my parents, not everyone share an equal fortune.

In my tertiary education,  the external environment of having a suitable, comfortable ( with air conditioning or midnight), or quiet place to study has become a key for me to study. My productivity is at peak during mid night. Especially someone takes part in activities or joining any society, club or organization, the poor little guy just have inadequate time for them to study in the day time.

In addition, a very convincing reason, that is when I am apart from my laptop my effectiveness and productivity of studying can go staggeringly higher.
God damn, it is so true for people like me who is not pretty good in self-discipline, self-control, self-management, or self-whatever. 

Aside from these external and physical kind of environment, however, the intangible kind of environment plays a more prominent role to "lure" us to study.
For instance, the type of friends that you hang around in the class, are they the sloppy one or aggressive type, or the type of your lecturer, strict or lenient. 
Definitely, in an environment where you have aggressive friends and strict lecturers is more favorable if we are talking about getting good grade, it has a positive impact for us to feel pressure for studying hard. 
Just imagine that one of your lecturers is strict and very demanding, he assigns tests and pop-quiz in class relentlessly, and at the same time all your fellow classmates are so aggressive in studying in order to trample on those do not study well, then someone n this environment is so likely to be hard working as well. 
It forms a kind of aura of hardworking and engender pressure and reason for us to contend with other students. 

You know, human being is born to have a mindset of winning and may be we are pre-engineered to love winning over others. What a sad scenario.

But you know, learning should be fun, find my interest in the topic and I think being curious and interested can make learning lot of fun. This is the most powerful and strongest environment of studying, perhaps. 

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Barrack Obama won Re-election

Congratulation to Mr President
It is so impressive that Mr President still attracts the voters very well
Even though in the past 4 years there were some economic issues
I really thought he would lose to Romney(I am one of his supporters)
Whatever so he did it
this time the first black to win re-election

Part Timer Life Guard

For sure we have heard of being life guard as part time as a student in the movie and novel so often
But now I am actually doing the same thing
To earn some pocket money I take a part time job to be a life guard in Prince of Wales Island International School
The paid is quite lucrative but just the distance is a bit too far, Balik Pulau
Anyway I think that the school is very nice and i must be a very good place to develop a student, as I can see the attitude of the students are far more proactive and sociable you know



This is my work place


The school is not very big, but it contains a lot in it

On my way back I have a chance to enjoy this beautiful sunset scene on a hill top
This my equipment that I found there

This is a welcoming stone, similar to the one in USM



SD (Super-Deformed) Gundam

Recently I got a new interest
Gundam plastic models
I want to start collecting gundam models
I personally love Super Deformed model,
they are just so cute and can be so cool too

Through surfing online, I have learnt about many knowledge about how to build and paint a gundam plastic model
I really can't wait to start doing some panel lining on my gundam now
Just the case that at the moment I am so busy with study
I show some of my gundam without panel lining and painting

This is 0 Gundam

I personally like Zaku very much
A white Zaku, I am actually looking for a blue SD Zaku

Force Impulse Gundam

Force Impulse Gundam

Freedom vs Force Impulse Gundam


Yeah, 00 the coolest among all, I think it will need some painting to be more presentable


I think after some decent amount of panel lining and painting and coating of course, they will be looking far more cooler =P









Thursday, September 13, 2012

Pre season surprise from lakers

Wow... that is indeed a long time that I don't update myself about NBA
I was so surprised when the news of Howard is traded to lakers came to me
A couple of years back, I was desperately hoping Lakers could sign KG
A super paint dominator...
But now I was so excited that Dwight Howard one of top center in the league currently and in his tip top condition is in L.A now
I guess the whole Lakers's fans family is getting crazy out of over excitement
look at the roster

PG Nash
SG KObe
SF Metta
PF Gasol
C   Dwight

To me this roster is more than enough to fight against the young Thunders
regaining the western conference champ is a must for them now
if not they will certainly lets a lots of fans down
Think about the luxury tax that is charged on Lakers
I guess this dream roster can only happen in Lakers
The rich club
For sure if they fail to get back to the peak regain the NBA title
this massive investment of LAkers is considered a failure

Whatever so
I think Kobe must be so grateful towards Lakers
for giving him a last boost to the peak in his career

talking bout title
there is some else in the team is more concerned about it
Nash who is still pursuing his first ring

when he leaves Sun there is no boos from the home town fans
because he has gave his best to the city and
all of us think know that He should go for his ring

I have a time of my life

I have a time of my life to do whatever I want
I shall not be too greedy
not just looking at the good side of others
and feel jealous
not to wish for everything
not to live how people expect me to
merely follow my heart
an easier life is always a happier life

Thursday, June 28, 2012

"The Pursuit of Happyness"

This is a very touching, motivating and inspiring movie

The father, Christ has a hardest time in his life
Homeless, unpaid taxes and even parking
His wife has chosen to leave him

Despite all these miseries
Still he is steadfast to his belief
He is not defeated by all he has been through
He never changes his affection to his beloved son

Just like most stories
He got through all these
And finally 
He finds the happiness in his life

I have to be grateful
For my life is not pre-arranged by fate, as his
I have a better environment
The obstacles in my life may not be as torturing as his

But his spirit
His spirit should be my role model
I shall face them with a same attitude
same perseverance 

It deserves my respect, it is based on a true story of Christ Gardner

Thursday, May 31, 2012

How to choose a pair of basketball shoes?

Basketball shoes is more than a fashionable accessory on court. In stead, basketball shoes is specially designed for handling the specific foot movements in basketball game. Playing basketball in basketball shoes gives you the protection to your foot and legs. Further, a pair of basketball shoes is more durable as compared to playing basketball in an ordinary pair of shoes.

let me share with yalls how to choose a pair so suitable basketball shoes
A pair of good basketball shoes is important to a player, but keep in mind that it wont elevate your performance in basketball.

How Do You Play the Games?
To choose basketball shoes first you need to know the style of your play whether you play center, you rely on your speed or you are an all-around player


Speed Demon
Herring Bone Pattern
if you are a speed demon, you will need excellent ankle flexibility, thus a low top will serve you the best. Besides that, to you traction or grip is crucial for you to pick yourself up and cross over. Therefore you need out sole with good traction, and usually herring bone pattern (MMMout sole is the best for you. For impact absorption, Nike Zoom Air will be the best option to you because it is the thinnest Air which is very responsive and so enhance your agile plays like cut and break.



Power Player
If you are a power player,  you will need heavy protection because you will do a lot of jump an landing where usually these players have a heavier weight. So shoes with good cushioning is suitable for you, therefore nike shoes with Air or Shox or Zig Tech of Reebok will serve you the best where they are good at impact absorption especially the impact caused by a heel strike . And usually ankle support is very important to you since you perform a lots of powerful moves, therefore high top shoes is good for you

(to learn more on  Nike Air and Nike Shox click the link below)
 http://help-us.nike.com/app/answers/detail/a_id/341/~/how-does-nike-shox-technology-work%3F
http://help-us.nike.com/app/answers/detail/a_id/3406/~/what-is-nike-air%3F

All-around player
If you are a swing man who plays front court and back court, you will need a mid top shoes that will give you ankle support as well as the flexibility to your ankle movement. Shoes with impact absorption like Air and Zoom Air is also suitable for you to handle the heel strike. Besides, out sole with good traction is also important for you to perform your speed. For traction, out sole with herring bone pattern is the best option.

Which is the Most Comfortable to You?
After knowing the types of shoes that suits you, the next step is to choose a pair which is the most comfortable to you among all the brands. There are several reputable producer of Basketball shoes they are Nike, Adidas, Reebok, Converse and And1. However the first 3 brands are recommended. I and personally think that Nike has the best functions and most of the Adidas shoes are usually more durable,  and Reebok also produces good shoes.


However when choosing, you should totally forget about the outlook of the shoes. Basically all these basketball shoes giants are doing a good job. Therefore, all you need to consider is whether you are comfortable in a shoes. So you are in a store don't be shy, put on both shoes and try to run, leap and jump in the store. Even though, it looks weird in front of the public but it is worth consider the price of the shoes usually cost few hundred ringgits. And also don't forget to wear your socking when you visit a store trying on shoes without socking is foolish.

The Right Size
After you have make up your mind about which model of which brand you wannna purchase. Now you need to know the actual size of your foots. The right size is a must for basketball shoes, if the shoes are too small to your foot it will cause injury and corns to your foot and shoes that is larger than your foot will be a burden when you play. It is always advisable to ask the store to measure for you because the size will change sometime even after puberty. Stores like Royal Sport House and Al Ikhsan actually have professional tool to measure your foot size, but just the case that you need to request yourself because the salespersons in these stores are usually passive.

Find the Price
Now, you come the stage of bargain hunting.As i said basketball shoes are not cheap and usually cost around RM 250 for a decent one so it wont be wasting time for you to visit you a few store for the price of shoes that
you want and you will see the difference.

And i personally don't advise to buy signature shoes of the Stars like Zoom Kobe and Zoom Lebron, because they charge you more than what the shoes have just because it is a signature shoes of Lebron. I know you understand me. When these shoes are in a sales promotion or discount the stock may be kept for years and the out sole will easily detach, you can often see this happen in Nike shoes. However, i am always wanted  those shoes because I m a big fans of NBA. Lastly, to maintain your shoes please play more often and you will find your shoes more durable it is a magic.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

A Told Lesson

Last night I have learned my lesson
A lesson that I have been told before
But I did not take note of it seriously

I couldn't start my car last night
And the cause was because of the battery was dry
And it was dry because I did not take good care of them

Driving a car is definitely not as simple as filling up the tank
There are things like engine oil, water level of the coolant and battery, etc

When problems come
they are really troublesome
It is even worse if it were your first encounter

Maintaining a car car be very easy
It just needs a tiny bit of your time




Growing of "Love"

As I am getting elder, I am becoming more concerned to my parents and my family

Honsetly
I was a wild kid last time
Just like an ordinary teenager, looking for freedom
I was always out for basket ball, badminton and cyber cafe when I was a teenager
Even when I enrolled into University, seldom I will travel back home
And in my sophmore year I had made up my mind to stay in Penang after graduation
I was thinking that it was impossible that they will leave me one day

But now things have changed
I missed them more now
I travel back more often now

Because I guess this might be the last quarter of their life
If lucky enough, it might be the second half
But I can sense that it are not so long
not quite enough

I have to show my love to them
before it is too late
If I didn't,
I guarantee that I would regret for the rest of my life

When I was a kid and a teenager
At that time,
they were young too,
they had their dreams too
and things that they would prefer to chase after,
if there weren't me and my siblings

But they opted to raised us up first
They burned their adolescence energy to bring us up
They had chosen to enjoy their life after we can fly by ourself

Now they have succeeded

I have grown up
My wings are strong now, no more depending on them
They have fulfilled their "mission" to raise me up

Now should the time they get their rewards
They deserve to have a fruitful harvest now

However
they find out that things that nourish and cheerish their life are no more luxurious travelling or fancy cars any more
They are becoming used to be with us
Their children have occupied their world
Now their true joy is the time they are having around with us

As their children
I am one of the key to their joy in the rest of their life
It is so simple
Just have more good time with them
sincerely
Let them feel my affection

I could opt to act selfishly
My wings are strong now, I have the strength to fly freely and explore my life and my future
But I wont put my entire focus on it
I am making the right choice =)

I am so glad that I understand this before it is too late

Monday, May 28, 2012

Uninteresting Post Season Games

Without Kobe now
The playoff seems not interesting to me at all
 I miss the feeling of cheering for lakers in the last few seasons playoff

May be it is a time for me to change
change to Wade and Heat

But I seem to find Kevin Durrant's plays is so fascinating
And just like the younger Kobe
He is cold blooded
Make big shot


Friday, May 25, 2012

Thanks to the advancement in information technology and Internet.
Accessing to internet is becoming easier and more convenient
However I guess sometimes the internet does teem with million, billion or trillion of info
The state of information overload when we are searching for a single piece of information
Because they are flooded and most of them are ambiguous

If you are not patient enough 
you will easily got upset 
because most of the time the link that you click is not what exactly you want

I think we should learn more about the behavior of your search engine and with better patience, you will get the information you are looking for.
 

Monday, May 21, 2012

My Desire

Pulau Redang + Pulau Perhentian + Pulau Lang Tengah

and

Sipadan + Mabul + Kepalai

Good Life

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Realm of Relaxation - Pantai Keracut

I have occupied my weekend with bundles of activities.
Basket ball with colleagues and the best part of the weekend, camping in Pantai Keracut of Penang National Park, with her.
The trip was suggested by me
And what drove me to this trip was to relax our mind.
Actually, in the beginning, I just felt like listening to wave.
This idea was inspired by a coincident in esplanade, where I accidentally found that it is very relaxing to have my mind empty, only with the sound of the waves in my brain.  
And I guess recently I am in some kind of soul searching
Yeah something like finding the reason of being a human and living in this world as me.

As we reached there, it was 5 something pm, we registered ourselves at the counter and begun the journey immediately, because we wanna catch the sunset, so we have to reached there by 7 pm.
The trekking was easy at the beginning, even when going up hill. But later on, it was so tough and exhausted because of the heavy package that we carried with us. It was actually trekking in a jungle, so frequently we went up and down hill, and it became challenging to us when it came to a very steep passage.
Along the trekking, we kept on chatting and talking endlessly and joyfully.

On the way heading to Pantai Keracut, there was an incident happened, in around 6:45 pm, we felt that we were not in the right track, we felt like missing in the jungle when the sky started to turn dark. We were silent in the moment, and after a some discussion, we decided to take her suggestion, going back to the last junction we passed. and take the other route. And fortunately, her instinct was correct, she could recognize the route later on, she has been here for a few times before.

For about 20 minutes I guess, we reached.when we saw the bridge we were so glad because we have reached our destiny, and we were so lucky that the sun were not so far above the horizon, yeah I still made it to witness the sunset, which I cheated to her that I did research that sunset it spectacular here, which I actually didn't. ( chuckle). Without wasting a moment, we open up our tent and lied on it to enjoy the sunset. The sky near to the horizon was red and orange in color. The sun was in a total red, the school of cloud covering the sun was in full red, lighter than the sun, the group of could farther away from the sun was orange   and a golden layer of could was above them. The scene was tremendously charming and romantic, and certainly it was even better with the endless sound of the wave. The sunset was brief, real fast, and later on darkness has totally cover the sky and the beach.

After talking to the ranger over there and showing our camping permit, we has started setting up our tent, and went for shower. There is toilet and bathroom over there, and in the campsite the is a place like a kitchen under a shelter. The facility is good over there, all basic necessity are available. And we have company also, there 2 more groups of campers there.

After the rejuvenating shower, we filled up our hungry stomach with the instant food that we brought. Instead of setting a fire, which to me is not environmental, we cooked with a portable stove, which was pretty convenient to use. After the refreshment, for sure we wanted to go for a stroll along the beach.

Next, a big surprise was brought to us by our luck, that night the sky was starry. I really didn't expect it, because the sky was cloudy during the sunset, and I told her there might not be stars tonight. I was always told by my mum that the stars is obvious when the place is totally dark. But I never had an opportunity to witness it until tonight I can prove that it was so true. I can't recall that whether there was moon in the night, because the stars were so wonderful, there fully occupied the sky. The stars were the brightest that I have ever seen, they really non-stop twinkling if you check on them intently. I knew that the light of the star that we can see is the reflection of the sunlight, because each star is like some kind of sun, in far far far away. By understanding this fact, it made me felt that the universe and this world is too big, and me myself was like nothing as compared to it, recalled back all the problems and emotions that I had in the past, they were actually nothing, there had actually no value for me to mind. we were too small and micro. With the sound of the wave, it made it even relaxing and relieving, and for some moment, my mind was really in a state of empty, and that kind of feeling is really rarely I can experience. We just let our mind indulged in the emptiness of some moment, focus on the stars and the wave. The wave is really hardworking that it beats the beach restlessly. Funny description right and this was what I told her.

We woke up early in the next morning, and snapping lots of pictures and playing with a flying plate, I don't know what is the name. It was really fun to play with it, for guys i guess. When you throw it, it will fly slowly and land slowly, and you can't quite predict where it will land. Perhaps it was too tiring for a female, so she stop after a moment and had her focus on the beautiful scene. And I continued playing that by myself for a while, it was ok, because if you throw it high it will fly back to your direction. After strolling for a while, we back to the camp site for break first, instant food again. Perhaps next time, we should bring some healthier food. After taking bath and packing up out stuff, we were ready to end this beautiful trip. In fact we didn't interact much with other campers last night and they were sleeping in morning when we were up. We eventually waved at them and talk to them. We learnt that they were here for fishing and they often went here for fishing.

After that it was time for jungle trekking, again and it meant the trip had really came to an end. I miss that starry so much, I am really looking forward to go for camping in seaside next time.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Courage on the stage


I m not protecting myself.
that i think there is no one on earth is born to be a good speaker
and to be so honest when someone faces a group of people
you will really get nervous
i guess because in our daily life there are not much chance for us to speak publicly in front of a crowd
ya try to imagine there are hundred pairs of eyes are watching at you

Just like a normal undergraduate, I also wish myself wont shiver on the stage and be confident in front of the public
but the reality tell me that i m not

tonight is 2012 aquatic night
from being the committee member, i have learnt a lots
just forget about the flaws that i notice in myself

what i wanna stress on today is about public speaking
I was the Emcee of the night
I can really tell you all that i have prepared well for it
and i must says that i memorize almost all the sentences
but still i crumbled when i waiting for my chance to speak for the first time
And I m so sure that i have made a mistake in my first saying, I pronounce "Dinner" wrongly
And while waiting for my chance to talking i was damn nervous
I was worried that would i forget some sentence of pronounce wrongly again

But tonight i m so glad that I will rate myself a better than moderate

I found out that when you are nervous, there is a helpful way
you should start you first saying with a very short sentence
out loud
may  be it can be
"Good evening to everyone"

you know my heart was beating damn fast during the wait
but thing totally changed as i spoke the first saying
a short one
then my heart relieve just like from a maximum stress to a maximum relax state
you know
at this moment i just skip for a short while for around 2 seconds
just acting that i was observing the audience of waiting for all attention

then the miracle happen in the next moment
My second saying was yelled in a complete relieved state of mind
and these is how confidence comes i guess

=)

Friday, May 4, 2012

stresss and passion

Working hard for something that we dont care is called stress; working hard for something you love is called passion

Thursday, May 3, 2012

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