Courage on the stage

I m not protecting myself.

that i think there is no one on earth is born to be a good speaker

and to be so honest when someone faces a group of people

you will really get nervous

i guess because in our daily life there are not much chance for us to speak publicly in front of a crowd

ya try to imagine there are hundred pairs of eyes are watching at you

Just like a normal undergraduate, I also wish myself wont shiver on the stage and be confident in front of the public

but the reality tell me that i m not

tonight is 2012 aquatic night

from being the committee member, i have learnt a lots

just forget about the flaws that i notice in myself

what i wanna stress on today is about public speaking

I was the Emcee of the night

I can really tell you all that i have prepared well for it

and i must says that i memorize almost all the sentences

but still i crumbled when i waiting for my chance to speak for the first time

And I m so sure that i have made a mistake in my first saying, I pronounce "Dinner" wrongly

And while waiting for my chance to talking i was damn nervous

I was worried that would i forget some sentence of pronounce wrongly again

But tonight i m so glad that I will rate myself a better than moderate

I found out that when you are nervous, there is a helpful way

you should start you first saying with a very short sentence

out loud

may  be it can be

"Good evening to everyone"

you know my heart was beating damn fast during the wait

but thing totally changed as i spoke the first saying

a short one

then my heart relieve just like from a maximum stress to a maximum relax state

you know

at this moment i just skip for a short while for around 2 seconds

just acting that i was observing the audience of waiting for all attention

then the miracle happen in the next moment

My second saying was yelled in a complete relieved state of mind

and these is how confidence comes i guess

=)