Two rules of being a modernPrimitive Man

There are two golden rules to become a primitive in the modern day:
 firstly, you must be disconnected to the rest of the world, you must be out of the loop, simply live by yourself
secondly, you don't shave, you let any kind of hair on your body grow messily and freely, it would be probably best if you have it frizzy.
as simple as that

Wind back to a few centuries back, when there was no cell phone or any means of communication and transportation, there might not even be a developed language for them to "hang around" how did they live, didn't them felt bored living in a extremely drab "neighborhood". However I guess they still managed to have some not so effective but ample communication with the other folks in a tribe, their community like gesturing and scowling when they got mad.

I have been practicing this kind of primitive life style recently. You know, it is the study week, my sole program in my itinerary is just studying and doing the goddamn boring revision. When I got bored, a laptop will entertain me well, movies and net surfing. I guess the past week the only person in my loop is just my girlfriend, I talk and text to no one else except her, until today I just encountered an rare opportunity to deal with something with a friend. Ya, but i was "moodless" to quite entertain them.

Trust me, I never doubt if I would be so craving for some interaction with anyone besides her. You see the whole idea is, I am quite a nerd, I don't prefer my life to be boisterously cheered with a a lot of people around me. I have hobby, and am interested in a wide array of stuffs in my life, even some trivial one. I don't felt like articulating all of these interests. Fine, but I am writing this not because the true nature of mine is not in line with what I just mention just now. seriously, an lively enriched social cycle is to me, subservient to my passion for those interests.

I have friend teasing me that I am a primitive, when I seldom show up in all those kinds of gatherings, hanging out. But his comment doesn't work, he actually guides me on how to define myself, I buy the idea but not the trick. I wonder this nerd propensity stems from lacking of joyous and cheerful occasion with a big crowd, it might because I have not tasted the fun of it. But one thing I confirm is that it has something to do with the "style" of my childhood.

But, day by day, I have became cognizant of that I have cross the line, i meant too disconnected to the world and the people around me. Just I even became lazy to reply message from a friend, most because I have been leaving leaving my cell phone alone these few days, late to notice those incoming text. You know, just feel like reluctant to apologize and following up with the things. Gosh, I know that it is not the way it should be. to sum up, I mean I at least I needa engage communications necessary to sustain my daily needs. ya that is, if i avoid that because of laziness, damn it is not a rules in my theory to be a modern primitive man, all I want is simplicity. Oh finally sleepiness consumes me, night.

Return of Nash??

Come on, we need Nash
I think many of the fans share a same thought of mine
Thinking Nash as the last resort for the Lakers
Thinking that this 2 times MVP point guard will bring some significant evolution to the Lakers

Although Nash gonna be a shortfall in the defensive end
But looking at their games now
The team is desperate for changes currently in a losing streak
Yeah, Kobe has some prolific individual performances
But They lost most of the games with Kobe scored more than 30 points
Come, he is not the young Kobe raving to get score anymore
He is eager to win now

Back to Nash
All he needs will be a couple static canons, Kobe and World Peace can take the roles, catch and shoot
Some hasty legs to set some fastbreak points
And a big guy who can screen and jam in the paint, Dwight and Gasol

An all-around forward will be a befitted piece of puzzle of the Lakers with Nash
Antwan Jamison, he is able to take this job, he can grab rebounds, can run, can shoot, post play and even 3 pointer dagger.
So I think it is better to have Jamison plays starting power forward if they want to play effective run and gun
better choice over Gasol
I still like Gasol, and he should stay, the team needs him when they want to dominate under the hoop and when hard defense is in play

I still have faith in this Lakers roaster
Imminent improvement is coming soon
And reclaim the central stage

The former all star forward

How many career total score can he amass?

A pic I got from Kobe Fans Page

One thing for sure is that he is definitely going to surpass Julius Erving, Wilt Chamberlain and Michael Jordan in this statistic.

But What I am really concerned is whether he could be on top of the list. Beating Carl Malone (36,928) and Kareem Abdul Jabbar (38,387).
Can he be the first to hit the 40k milestone

Currently 12cn December 2012, Kobe has accumulated 30,016 points, at the age of 34.
If he takes good care of his body, he might be playing for another 5 years
Id he can produce 3 more seasons with 2,000 plus points and 2 more seasons with around 1,000 points. He could be the "prototype" of 40,000 points 

Even without this astonishing accomplishment, he is still always player of last decade 
And if nothing goes wrong, Lebron is the next to beat up Kobe

A naively dishonest boy

I have never doubted my honesty and integrity
I actually dare to say I am proud with this innate qualities

But how would I feel when I was criticized to be a cunning and dishonest guy
This was  what I could guess from the riddles from him
If there was any

It was hurt to hear that
Especially when I knew from the cradle to the grave that I am born to be a gracefully kind man
All I could say was that I was too naive
All I wanted was just a better presentation
And damn it I did it worst man

May be he was right, when he refuted that
I didn't see the seriousness and the consequences from my own action
But
I meant it when I said that I had an average grade
And I had never been so desperate for an excellent grade
Or thinking of unethical methods to boost my grade
And I would not do something that was against my value to attain a better grade

Indeed it felt bad and it was disheartening to have someone misunderstood me
or labelled dishonesty on my forehead
but as the saying goes "Life goes on"
Still I needed to grit my teeth and humbly take the lesson
Think before you leap
Really important

I appreciated that there were consolation and company from my love
Thanks

Indolence

It was a good Saturday and I wasted it

watching 2 movies when I know that I shall not

taking a long nap was the main itinerary in the afternoon

When I woke up, it was already 6 45 pm

Come on, I got a lot to deal with

when will I be sober

And then I went for jogging with my friend

And after that it seemed better

I braced myself to fight laziness

Come on, maybe we should see things in another perspective

optimistically, it was great

it was a great way to relax

and let my distress abates like that 

doing nothing and enjoy a good movie

The end of a dark path is a hopeful bright sun

Lakers still struggle

Another solid performance form Kobe Bryant 40 points came along with 10 rebounds
But how sinister for Kobe to have lost the game
A tie game, just 2 points to Indiana Pacers
come on
54 percent on the foul line, and 32 percent field goal
what happens to the others the bench
Kobe just outscored all his spiritless teammates(40 to 37)
The Lakers were like praying Kobe to make every single jumper, 3 pointer and layup
even without Nash still you got to work things out
Come on,
Lots of fans will be disappointed

The lone ranger

Malaysian Accent

"I like the way he speaks, his rebuttal makes you believe in his points, it is so convincing"
"You know I like the style he speaks also"
"The way he speaks has a very strong Chinese accent"
"It is nice to keep this accent you know"
"Rather than being too westernized"
This was the compliment that my English teacher gave to a very brilliant student after the debate
When I was a bit frustrated for not doing quite well
And this comment inspires me a lot
why should we talk like a westerner,
Imitating and emulating the accent of UK or US
We are Malaysian aren't we
We are commonly renown for our language ability
And it is also what makes us unique as a Malaysian
It dignifies us as a Malaysian

As for my teacher, she is kind of a localized English teacher
I know undoubtedly she can speak so well
But she has not any hesitation to use "lah, lah, lah" in the class

When I was admiring and jealous about how fluent, hasty and well another female classmate spoke spontaneously
This comment of my teacher had really twisted my thought
And I can agree more about this
come on lah, just speak like a Malaysian lah