29/12/2010

yesterday after the tax class feel that the Mr Ang gili still the same patern
so have to fight but cant depend on him again
however the IB looks easier
just only every week to prepare for tutorial presentation lo
the lecturer of laycs lecturer seems not bad also
i went to swim but she didnt agree because thought that i should have some rest
even to some extent made her upset
thanks baby but i m fine la haha
then we lunch together and had some talk
some "deep" talk
after i fetched her back and on the way back bakti she suddenly say want to hang around herself
i faster rushed back to saujana to accompany her lo
got bf still need hang out alone meh?

28/12/2010

today terribly feel that som sucks
wanna charge me RM 50 for adding course
luckily i was not a pig
my girl fiend is so ambitious
but SOM and Mr Ang failed him lo
later on went prangin with room mate
he said want to change to my hair style
but in the end he took other style and regretted ( he doesnt like short hair de)
and i bought a pair of new slippers as my gf urged me to buy a new one
so cheap and i like it
the rest of the day just nothing to do
relax and take some to prepare for new semester lo

life saving

i hv enrolled in life saving...
it's an opportunity of learning...
learning sth that can be useful in our life esp in emergency...
i still dont have the spirit of life saver... saving life....
the first thing came to my mind was to brush up my swimming skills...(but i got more)
and now i see it as a chance for me to train myself...
i am not talking bout physically but mentally..
i m always aware of my own dirrection (wat shud i do, wat am i supposed to be)
i m confident on that...
but the problem is
ppl tend to be lazy...
that is i konw wat to do but i am not persistent enough...

through life saving i realise sth
all the thing is about mentality...
and actually we have control over our mentality...
when i say yes and my body says no...
this is when i usually stop....
but in fact when my body says no but that i m still capable
i hv the control to make my body YES
that means to be persistent, we have to push ourself...
i think this is wat makes ppl different.
the power of controlling ur mental...

lets say....
when i was swiming a new stroke...
i used to stop every once when i was tired and thought that that was my limit...
during the training session, my instructor wants us to swing for bout 1000 m (the updated one)
not much rest pun.... i never even think of it before to swim one km almost continously...
but now i found that when we force ourself we can really do it...
even though ur body will suggest u to stop...
and the relief after forcing ourself is much more comfortable...
and i think this rule can be applied in mny aspects in our lives...
so if u really want, and the target makes logic then you will hit it...

hopefully i will really seriously stick to it... this lesson... of life saving to me...

rookie blogger

this is my 1st ever time to blog
i knew blog but just never have any interest to check out wat is it bout
i m a kinda slow esp in term of IT
dont like tech stuff much
my 1st exposure to blog was reading my gf's blog
and i found that it is quite nice to express online bout whatever stuff
some share of thought or information
actually just nowadays people blogging
just dun wanna be left behind too far
and
i m a 21 year old uni sutdent
that i think i should do wat other ppl like me do

briefly introduce myself
i love my family ( i owe them too much)
i love layc (its not easy to be in love)
i love myself
i love friends
i love basket ball (shooting but not game, and KOBE), ( my commitment to it is getting fewer)

i m kind (in fact not brave enough)
i m honest (too "straight")
i m generous (but stingy to myself)
i m hardworking (if i m really interested)
i m obedient ( sure i wanna be)
i m friendly (but prefer alone)
i m decisive (is a lie)
i m ambitious ( should be i "was")
i m caring ( also i wanna be)

thats all bout me
hopefully i would update this regularly...