Friday, January 4, 2013

Two rules of being a modernPrimitive Man

There are two golden rules to become a primitive in the modern day:
 firstly, you must be disconnected to the rest of the world, you must be out of the loop, simply live by yourself
secondly, you don't shave, you let any kind of hair on your body grow messily and freely, it would be probably best if you have it frizzy.
as simple as that

Wind back to a few centuries back, when there was no cell phone or any means of communication and transportation, there might not even be a developed language for them to "hang around" how did they live, didn't them felt bored living in a extremely drab "neighborhood". However I guess they still managed to have some not so effective but ample communication with the other folks in a tribe, their community like gesturing and scowling when they got mad.

I have been practicing this kind of primitive life style recently. You know, it is the study week, my sole program in my itinerary is just studying and doing the goddamn boring revision. When I got bored, a laptop will entertain me well, movies and net surfing. I guess the past week the only person in my loop is just my girlfriend, I talk and text to no one else except her, until today I just encountered an rare opportunity to deal with something with a friend. Ya, but i was "moodless" to quite entertain them.

Trust me, I never doubt if I would be so craving for some interaction with anyone besides her. You see the whole idea is, I am quite a nerd, I don't prefer my life to be boisterously cheered with a a lot of people around me. I have hobby, and am interested in a wide array of stuffs in my life, even some trivial one. I don't felt like articulating all of these interests. Fine, but I am writing this not because the true nature of mine is not in line with what I just mention just now. seriously, an lively enriched social cycle is to me, subservient to my passion for those interests.

I have friend teasing me that I am a primitive, when I seldom show up in all those kinds of gatherings, hanging out. But his comment doesn't work, he actually guides me on how to define myself, I buy the idea but not the trick. I wonder this nerd propensity stems from lacking of joyous and cheerful occasion with a big crowd, it might because I have not tasted the fun of it. But one thing I confirm is that it has something to do with the "style" of my childhood.

But, day by day, I have became cognizant of that I have cross the line, i meant too disconnected to the world and the people around me. Just I even became lazy to reply message from a friend, most because I have been leaving leaving my cell phone alone these few days, late to notice those incoming text. You know, just feel like reluctant to apologize and following up with the things. Gosh, I know that it is not the way it should be. to sum up, I mean I at least I needa engage communications necessary to sustain my daily needs. ya that is, if i avoid that because of laziness, damn it is not a rules in my theory to be a modern primitive man, all I want is simplicity. Oh finally sleepiness consumes me, night.